Sem's End

I don’t really know how to act or what to feel: this semester is going to be my last. My friend and thesis partner is already so excited to graduate. I am a year ahead of her and I’d already overstayed for a year, and its curious to know that I’m much less overjoyed by the idea of finally being out of school. I’m planning on taking a masters degree in a field other than communication, meaning I’ll be going back to school sooner or later, but still I can’t get this sad feeling out of my system. Maybe because until now I’m still undecided about what to do after school. It can be also be because I know I didn’t do well or haven’t accomplished anything in my almost five years in UP. Compared with other students taking Journalism or another communication course, I seem to lack direction. Also, I seem to not have mastered whatever it is that I need to master as a future journalist. Truth be told, I don’t even know if I’m going to practice. But I would like to write, to be able to publish something. I just don’t know what it would be at this point. I would like to be a book reviewer. Yeah, don’t I try to make a career out of my favourite pastime?